Happy Anniversary to my dear husband!

My husband and I were married 4 years ago today. It had snowed a few days prior to our wedding and it was freezing. I remember my bridesmaids and I were running late. I remember crying during the vows.

My husband is my first, and only, love. He is my best friend in the truest sense of the word. He has seen me at my worst: my explosive temper (I don't get angry that often but when I do, watch out!); when I was hospitalized with an unknown virus; when I gained 50+ lbs. during my pregnancy; when I was throwing up the whole time I was in labor. Yet, he still tells me I'm beautiful (and I feel beautiful in his eyes), despite the stretch marks. He makes me laugh like no one has ever made me laugh. And I know that he will be there for me when I need him.

To my dear husband, happy 4th anniversary. May we have many more to come. And, just as I said on February 9, 2002, I'm here for the long haul.

Love, Margie

The Sweetest Thing

Last night, as I was sitting on the floor playing with her, my daughter came up to me and gave me a kiss on the lips. It was the first time she had ever kissed me that way; usually, she comes at my face with her mouth open and tongue sticking out. Her usual "kisses" end up somewhere between my nose and upper lip and they're usually very wet. Oftentimes, her wet "kiss" is a response to my many kisses and I interpret it as a defensive action (i.e. "get away from me, already!") This kiss was a "proper" kiss, lips pursed and the delivery quite dry and gentle. It took me aback and made my heart swell up when I realized what had happened. She gave me a heart-melting smile and went back to putting her blocks inside a paper bag.

It's moments like this that make up for all the sleepless nights and sleep-deprivation, the waiting 'til she's fed before I can eat even though I'm famished. The most simple, affectionate gesture makes up for all the minor inconveniences that a baby brings to your life. I can't wait for more such kisses and the day she can finally verbalize her love for me.